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Saturday, September 18, 2010

i miss you ):

i miss you,
i darn miss you
i miss you seriously
imma missing you all the time.
you were in my brain dy.
i can't stop thinking about you.

everytime when i pick up my phone and send a message to her.
but she did not reply me.
i wondering what happened between us dy.
is that she lose interest on me dy ??
or she is chatting happily with his Bryan ??
i don't know.
sighh.

what should i do ?
call her ??
later yao scare no topic chat.
text her ??
no response at all.
why just can't you reply me and let me know what's your feeling and condition right now.
i wanna know.
3 days without your message dy,
am i forgotten by you??
I don't know.

my phone left no much credit right now.
maybe after PMR only reload.
PMR is just around the corner,
just left 15 days.
i feel tension. ~~

actually i do care about you, but you say i'm not.
maybe you can't feel it anymore.
I confess my love to you on 9th of Jun 2010, at 4 some thing.
i love you.
but we seems can't be together.
sighh.

What if we din't meet,
you won't be suffer nowadays ??
What if we din't fall in love with each other,
then we won't fan this fan that ??

but if we ever meet again,
that's the biggest present for me dy.
Heeee (:
suen larr,
don't think too much larr.
Now just focus on study and prepare for PMR.
you too, keep it up in your study.
Wish you get a good result in your SPM.
good luck (:


Byeee,
take care.
I Miss you hella muchie ^_^
(copy from you one)
hehehe~~~

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

normal dayyy (:

today as usual,
no school today.
But i woke up at 11 something almost 12.
wuwuuwwu~~
LATE~~~~ T.T
fine.
went to bath after wake up.

text with her a while and then had lunch with my aunt.
after finished,
i texted her whether she is busy a not.
but she replied 'i need to work k, can't always reply you'
i just wanna knew when she off only,
suen jor.
i don't disturb her then.
then i went to downstairs to do my revision.
PMR is around the corner,
if i don't study now
i could die that time. LOL!

but,
do har do har revision.
i felt a bit sleepy.
then i went upstairs and took a short nap.
dim ji,
sleep har sleep har yao sleep jor 1 hour.
denggg. ==
no time to do revision dy.
i quickly rush to downstairs and start to do again.
WTH !! darn tired >.<


SHAWNEE CHANG SUE WERN,
okayyy, i knew i lie to youu
i blocked you
i blocked you cause i very angry and jealous that time,
but after you said :
For me, there's only one and only bie in my heart. And that's you. ♥ take care. Mwuahh
you melt my heart and i doesn't felt angry and jealous anymore.


i viewed your blog just now,
'if he ever deleted me from his friend list again then i sure block back him in return!'
If i really deleted you from my friend list again,
i sure you gonna block back me and don't choi me.
aihhhsss.


shawnee, today i just texted with you a while.
i know you are busy working that time,
so i didn't disturb you.
but after you off, you din find me back.
sighh.
suen ba.
i think you are busy of some stuff or phone no credit.
i dont know.
i do miss you,
but i don't know how to concern about you dy.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Am i Changed ??

today, i might be quite late to sleep
cause i had to wait my parents came back.
at the same time,
she also not yet sleep.
i wanna accompany her,
but she said she nowadays at night like to be alone.
sigh, can't pui her also.
nevermind,
imma blogging right now.

'Babyy, i know i'm kinda ignorant at certain time,
but i hope you don't mind
i love you from the endless pit of my heart
hees =) i just jotting something meaningfull here
oh my goshh, i miss you like hell.
what should i do?
In love,
there is always one who kisses and one who offers the cheek.
So dear, i love you that with you,
All deaths i could endure.
without you,
i live no more.'

still remember this ??
i guess you forget this already.
but i still remember.
but what i remember,
it's not important to you already.
sighhh..

when i trying to care or concern about you,
you are ignoring me.
when i trying to chat happily with you,
you replied me unhappily.
you don't know what you are already.
sighh.
it seems our distance had become longer and longer already.
what should i do ??

Am i changed ??




take care.
i do love you always.


happened ?

Today I went parade with my aunt and my uncle.
go there because wanna meet her.
Long time din't see her jor,
i darn miss her ):
yeahh, she is shawnee.
three days din't text her already,
although my kai mui accompany me,
but i still felt lonely and sad.
without her
eugene doink really can't survive. lol.

i went to 'why why' bookstore just now,
just to meet her.
but,
i din't call her.
i scare when i saw her,
i will cry and don't know what to say.
sorry for not calling you, shawnee.
sorry ):

after she leave,
i notice that i miss a chance to saw her.
I quickly rushed to see her.
but, it's too late..
she texted me and said
' NO FATE'
......
is too late. sigh...

shawnee says
'My heart can only love one people,
but i won't tie myself just to one relation
cause i think that it's not worth.
i won't be too serious in relationship already'
sounds you not so care about it already.

you don't know how to care me already since i become yang shan's
secret teller.
i told you,
we are nothing.
she just like to play.
I know you dislike her for some reason.
we are just normal friends,
no other relations.
do trust me.

you said you jealous but you didn't complaint.
you viewed my blog,
your heart breaks but won't tell me.
why ??
i don't want you suffer.
i rather help you get out from the pain.
i don't care anything.

' I knew i shouldn't appear in your life since last time'
this message is you send to me one.
why say so ??
you are wrong !
if you didn't appear in my life,
my life would be meaningless.
i know it's hurt but i still can resist.
i do care about you.
i love you, shawnee.
i felt happy when i'm be with you

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

friends come to my house (:

Today, my buddies come my house and play.
They all are Fucking around my house. LOL.


My best brother, Wei J come first




~Jeffrey and Brendon~


We all play computer, chit-chat and so on.
Nothing to do, but play games at C.C

We all play Counter Strike Source, it is so darn interesting.


Hahahaha. (:
Fun times over dy, so we walk back home.
On the way back home, Brendon walk like a MAD FULLER like that.
gonna laugh sei me, Jeffrey and Wei J dy. LOL
Hahahahahahahahaha~~~~~!!!

After that, we tired dy and rest in the living room.
we chat about girls. xD
a funny moment had happened.
his girl number is same with Brendon's friend.
and his friend is big size than Jeffrey.
Again, we all laugh madly.
Brendon laugh the most loudly. LOL!!!

6 something, they all leave dy adn left me in the house.
it is quiet like hell.
and i continue blogging here.
Teehee (:

That's all for today.
goodbye and take care guys/ girls ((((=