happened ?

Today I went parade with my aunt and my uncle.

go there because wanna meet her.

Long time din't see her jor,

i darn miss her ):

yeahh, she is shawnee.

three days din't text her already,

although my kai mui accompany me,

but i still felt lonely and sad.

without her

eugene doink really can't survive. lol.

i went to 'why why' bookstore just now,

just to meet her.

but,

i din't call her.

i scare when i saw her,

i will cry and don't know what to say.

sorry for not calling you, shawnee.

sorry ):

after she leave,

i notice that i miss a chance to saw her.

I quickly rushed to see her.

but, it's too late..

she texted me and said

' NO FATE'

......

is too late. sigh...

shawnee says

'My heart can only love one people,

but i won't tie myself just to one relation

cause i think that it's not worth.

i won't be too serious in relationship already'

sounds you not so care about it already.

you don't know how to care me already since i become yang shan's

secret teller.

i told you,

we are nothing.

she just like to play.

I know you dislike her for some reason.

we are just normal friends,

no other relations.

do trust me.

you said you jealous but you didn't complaint.

you viewed my blog,

your heart breaks but won't tell me.

why ??

i don't want you suffer.
i rather help you get out from the pain.

i don't care anything.

' I knew i shouldn't appear in your life since last time'

this message is you send to me one.

why say so ??

you are wrong !

if you didn't appear in my life,

my life would be meaningless.

i know it's hurt but i still can resist.

i do care about you.

i love you, shawnee. ♥

i felt happy when i'm be with you